Felix, something has happened to me... And I am no more that same person." The more I tried to cuddle her, the more she was running from my arms... She asked me: "Felix , did you not feel what I felt? Did you not see what I saw? What I saw is worth more than the whole world. I saw a Crown that I cannot lose... Felix, i have to surrender to Jesus... I have to pack my things now..." Before 30 minutes, she had picked her few things and about to go... As she was leaving, we were both in tears... She told me: "FELIX, I know I love you and you love me too.... But I have to let you go. At this moment, I have surrendered to Jesus.... It will be better to lose you than to lose that Crown that I saw... " Tears had dried on our bodies and fresh ones were coming. I could not even stop her... The girl I knew before had changed... Her face was radiant... It dawned on me that that young man of God had made me lose the girlfriend I loved so much... And I was angry... As I rolled from one part of the bed to the other, alone, inside my room, from morning till night... I began to blame myself for taking her along to that program... Don't blame me... I was not born again then...Where else was I going to see another girl who would love me like her? I was furious... Yes, but deep down in my heart, I knew that she had met God... I knew that this was exactly how it used to be in 1980s and 90s... On my own, I began to tell God: "If I will ever become a Preacher someday, this is the type I want to be... I will love people to come to my program and lose their girlfriends to God.." And thank God, in the fullness of time, when it pleased Him to intercept me from a speedy journey to hell, I understood what happened those days to my ex girlfriend... Several times, I have seen that same thing she saw that made her lose me and not care about it. Friend, if you see what she saw, you will never be afraid to lose any man.... Apostle Paul said that when he fell and stood up on his way to Damascus, 'I saw no man'... Why are you afraid for us that we will starve if we continue with this 'criticizing' ministry? Why are you complaining that nobody will host us in his big auditorium and give us big honorarium? Thanks for your concern brother man... But we can tell the whole world that 'We too, like Apostle Paul, saw no man'... We did not see honorarium before we left all and embarked on this journey.. We saw a Crown that we must not lose on the last day... Many are already wearing their own crowns here... They have forgotten the encounters God used to give them when they first met Jesus... Lord, anybody can go... I don't want to lose the glory you showed me! ... We don't need too many friends...We don't need those who want to show everyone that they are succeeding in ministry, even when, they are not known in Heaven Our lives are better with fewer people whose eyes are still on that Crown... With the help of God, in our weaknesses and fewness, if it please God, we might be able to stop the mouth of lions... That was how that young man made me to lose my girlfriend.. My friends told me to give her some time that she will run back to me when memories of our sinful past will begin to hunt her... I waited for months and years, up till now, she did not come back... Together, with her husband, they are running a revival ministry in my country Nigeria... And she too is reading this post now as you are reading it... Aleluiah Man of God, I don't know the last time people listened to you and they went back and moved their things out from their boyfriend's house and that was their last days in sin? When was the last time you preached and boys called their girlfriends on the phone and told them: "It is over... I have met with Jesus.... And am gone",? In the last crusade where ministered, you came back with car keys... Laptops, I phones and landed documents... But there was no tears for repentance... Sinners came as Sinners, sowed their seeds as Sinners and left as Sinners. When again are we going to see you preach and men will start falling over another, even without altar call, asking God for repentance for their adultery? Your choristers are already singing with snared hearts... When are we going to hear somebody say about you, that: "This is that man of God that I heard and I left my sins and did not go back to them again? Sister, I don't know what they are telling you in your church every Sunday... I know you want to shun your evil ways, but the church you submitted to seems not to have a problem with your sinful lifestyle... From year to year, they don't preach against sin.... Only giving you 100 ways to make wealth, even when you are sinking miserably in sin and addictions... The abuse of the gospel of miracle visa, miracle marriage, miracle contracts, and fighting of enemies is what brought this demonic wind upon us... Jacob had all those things and yet, he was crying to God for an encounter... He had it and that's why we are still talking about him till now... Lock your self up this weekend and cry to God for that same encounter... If He has not shown up, don't give up... If my ex girl friend made up her mind to walk out from our relationship, there must be something she saw that's worth more than me... Today, she is happily married with wonderful children... That God she saw that night has not failed her... That thing she saw has kept her all these years... I know you are afraid of what will become of you when you cut some ties... Sister, stop playing church while you are feasting on your vomit... It's time to cry for an encounter... How long will you keep falling and rising and falling again?, It's time to cry for just one touch of Fire,... I am sure heaven will not shun your wet eyes and cracked lips. PLS SHARE TO INSPIRE OTHERS TO LIVE FOR CHRIST, COZ HIS COMING IS AT HAND!!! Ada care
Felix, something has happened to me... And I am no more that same person." The more I tried to cuddle her, the more she was running from my arms... She asked me: "Felix , did you not feel what I felt? Did you not see what I saw? What I saw is worth more than the whole world. I saw a Crown that I cannot lose... Felix, i have to surrender to Jesus... I have to pack my things now..." Before 30 minutes, she had picked her few things and about to go... As she was leaving, we were both in tears... She told me: "FELIX, I know I love you and you love me too.... But I have to let you go. At this moment, I have surrendered to Jesus.... It will be better to lose you than to lose that Crown that I saw... " Tears had dried on our bodies and fresh ones were coming. I could not even stop her... The girl I knew before had changed... Her face was radiant... It dawned on me that that young man of God had made me lose the girlfriend I loved so much... And I was angry... As I rolled from one part of the bed to the other, alone, inside my room, from morning till night... I began to blame myself for taking her along to that program... Don't blame me... I was not born again then...Where else was I going to see another girl who would love me like her? I was furious... Yes, but deep down in my heart, I knew that she had met God... I knew that this was exactly how it used to be in 1980s and 90s... On my own, I began to tell God: "If I will ever become a Preacher someday, this is the type I want to be... I will love people to come to my program and lose their girlfriends to God.." And thank God, in the fullness of time, when it pleased Him to intercept me from a speedy journey to hell, I understood what happened those days to my ex girlfriend... Several times, I have seen that same thing she saw that made her lose me and not care about it. Friend, if you see what she saw, you will never be afraid to lose any man.... Apostle Paul said that when he fell and stood up on his way to Damascus, 'I saw no man'... Why are you afraid for us that we will starve if we continue with this 'criticizing' ministry? Why are you complaining that nobody will host us in his big auditorium and give us big honorarium? Thanks for your concern brother man... But we can tell the whole world that 'We too, like Apostle Paul, saw no man'... We did not see honorarium before we left all and embarked on this journey.. We saw a Crown that we must not lose on the last day... Many are already wearing their own crowns here... They have forgotten the encounters God used to give them when they first met Jesus... Lord, anybody can go... I don't want to lose the glory you showed me! ... We don't need too many friends...We don't need those who want to show everyone that they are succeeding in ministry, even when, they are not known in Heaven Our lives are better with fewer people whose eyes are still on that Crown... With the help of God, in our weaknesses and fewness, if it please God, we might be able to stop the mouth of lions... That was how that young man made me to lose my girlfriend.. My friends told me to give her some time that she will run back to me when memories of our sinful past will begin to hunt her... I waited for months and years, up till now, she did not come back... Together, with her husband, they are running a revival ministry in my country Nigeria... And she too is reading this post now as you are reading it... Aleluiah Man of God, I don't know the last time people listened to you and they went back and moved their things out from their boyfriend's house and that was their last days in sin? When was the last time you preached and boys called their girlfriends on the phone and told them: "It is over... I have met with Jesus.... And am gone",? In the last crusade where ministered, you came back with car keys... Laptops, I phones and landed documents... But there was no tears for repentance... Sinners came as Sinners, sowed their seeds as Sinners and left as Sinners. When again are we going to see you preach and men will start falling over another, even without altar call, asking God for repentance for their adultery? Your choristers are already singing with snared hearts... When are we going to hear somebody say about you, that: "This is that man of God that I heard and I left my sins and did not go back to them again? Sister, I don't know what they are telling you in your church every Sunday... I know you want to shun your evil ways, but the church you submitted to seems not to have a problem with your sinful lifestyle... From year to year, they don't preach against sin.... Only giving you 100 ways to make wealth, even when you are sinking miserably in sin and addictions... The abuse of the gospel of miracle visa, miracle marriage, miracle contracts, and fighting of enemies is what brought this demonic wind upon us... Jacob had all those things and yet, he was crying to God for an encounter... He had it and that's why we are still talking about him till now... Lock your self up this weekend and cry to God for that same encounter... If He has not shown up, don't give up... If my ex girl friend made up her mind to walk out from our relationship, there must be something she saw that's worth more than me... Today, she is happily married with wonderful children... That God she saw that night has not failed her... That thing she saw has kept her all these years... I know you are afraid of what will become of you when you cut some ties... Sister, stop playing church while you are feasting on your vomit... It's time to cry for an encounter... How long will you keep falling and rising and falling again?, It's time to cry for just one touch of Fire,... I am sure heaven will not shun your wet eyes and cracked lips. PLS SHARE TO INSPIRE OTHERS TO LIVE FOR CHRIST, COZ HIS COMING IS AT HAND!!! Ada care
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